Beautiful Day Rant

epicurus83: i'm tired of being 22 - i want someone to play with!
epicurus83: (go ahead and read that wrong, i know you will)
micholobnole03: lol
micholobnole03: :-P , ok so elaborate
epicurus83: i dunno - it's seems there so....MUCH --- and we're all just sitting around....i want to go frolick and play --- have FUN with people - even if it does border on what i thougth you'd thought was "play" --- cuddle whatever -- blah - i just feel so uptight with everyone all the time---- no one seems to want to get out and do any "daytime funstuff"
epicurus83: i could go on....
micholobnole03: well keep going
epicurus83: :) -- like it's so bright and sunny outside, i want to bewith/surroundmyself with people that wouldn't think twice about going out and not taking it for granted....from what we've all got now, a differnt take on the "spending time together" - -- tired of the only ever wanting to get drunk or go so some free event that "provides" for us in some way......
epicurus83: and it's not like i want to sit here and rant to someone and expect them to just up and start doing it........i want to know people that already think/feel the same way - like there's so much more than what we've got right now -- and they're willing to take a little adventure here and there and "get up, go out, and get it" ("There's Gotta Be Something Better Than This" - Sweet Charity) -- ......i know that i used to know people like that. :..
epicurus83: I WANT PEOPLE TO CALL ME UP FOR A CHANGE - RANDOM PEOPLE - and see opportunity where most would only see "tricking" or whatever -- "courting" - blah --- i just want to feel comfortable hanging out with a gay guy ..-- because we're both comfortable witht he fact that we're friends and that's whats best -- and that IS the best -- not so much tension you know?
9:52:26 AM epicurus83: i want to go to the humane society and "borrow" a dog and take him for a walk around Tom brown park for the day, exploring
epicurus83: i want to have one day, just ONE DAY where my happiness doesn't depend on spending money
epicurus83: consumption of any sort
epicurus83: appreciating what i have around me for what it is.....getting back to things
epicurus83: you have no idea how many people (okay, like three) that i don't even know that well that i was so close at 1am last nigth to IM'ing asking awkwardly if they wanted to come over and hang out/cuddle /do something random
micholobnole03: haha
epicurus83: everyone CAN'T be as content as they SEEM to be with this boring life!
micholobnole03: ok well i can see what you're saying. i mean as far as other ppl go, i mean i dont know. but, i know jordan and i would be up for stuff. i mean like the picnic last year was great and stuff, so its not like we would be totally against it or something. as far as for me, i'm just more of an inside, city person. i'm not too fond of the outdoors, but i mean again, i'd be up for shit. hey we can always play tennis. its been forever since we last played
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epicurus83: heh
micholobnole03: appropriate